i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…