my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

i feel... “okay” really that mean i’ve been dissoci… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?