Insight
Some things are getting better
Some things are getting worse
I will be alright, I will take my time
When it comes to breaking free of this curse
I have been waiting forever
As I promised I would
Forever is no longer long enough
I suppose I misunderstood
When you took my hand
Like that of a mother and child
I felt calm at long last
The mood was no longer mild
It was not what I had hoped
Or planned, or dreamed
But this time, I promised
And my promise I will keep
I want you to know I miss you
Yet I cannot stand to speak your name
I shan’t figure my mouth could exhale it
My voice would give in to the strain
I promised forever
Forever it shall be
I am so horribly worried
That you have forgotten me
You and I love as one
Not as though it were true
You are not in love with me
As I am not in love with you
Yet you give me comfort
You make me content
We love one another as family
Or should I say I love, as you left
So I shall wait eternally, for you to return someday
I wish you were here
I wish you would have stayed
Alas, you strayed
I knew that would be
It was an insight from the back of my skull
I always knew you would leave
