I can’t say much
All I have is this
All I can say is that I’m sorry
I’m ever so sorry
This is the path I chose
This is the path I choose
I’ve got nothing left
There’s nothing to lose
I can’t lose myself
Fore I’ve always been lost
Always wandering in endless directions
And now my body is covered with frost
I’m freezing in my shell
The shell of my home
This is what it truly feels like
To be all alone
I can’t feel anything
Nothing at all
I’m buried by the debris
That came tumbling on top of me
My walls
They keep falling
Crashing upon me
I keep building them back up
Just for my entire being to freeze
I’m frozen
Laying in one place
This is who I am
A solid mask placed upon my face
With eyes swollen shut
And a mouth unwavering
I’ll never smile
I’ve never smiled quite right
I can look at the sky
I can realize
This world is mine
It may be ugly
But it’s also beautiful at times
There’s so much I’d love to save
So many lives
I can’t save any
I can’t even save mine
I’m my own worst nightmare
I’m my own forbidden enemy
I can’t say much
All I have is this
All I can say is that I’m sorry
I’m ever so sorry
This world isn’t what it seems
What I say isn’t always what I mean
But this I know as truth
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry for what I’ve done to you
All of you
I can’t make amends
It’ll never be enough
I’m ever so sorry
Please leave me to rot in my own creation
My own created hell
All is well
When I’m rotting inside what I call myself
All is well
When I never try to move
When I never try to move my lips
All is well
I’m not someone you’ll miss
All is well
But nothing ever really is
I can look to the sky
I can say everything is alright
But nothing ever is
This world is beauty
This world is ugly
One more ugly thing shall be removed soon
I’ll be leaving soon
And all I can say
All I can ever truly say is..
I’m sorry
I can’t say much
All I have is this
All I can say is that I’m sorry
I’m ever so sorry
I’m so fucking sorry

(2013)

Apology; Hurt; Sorrow; Regret

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