Ignorance Is Not Bliss
That feeling in your chest
That feeling in your head
You’re becoming something so numb
Something so dead
Now if we could go back in time
We could put things in line
To bring a better future for you
But we can’t
And you hurt
And if you hurt, I hurt
I just want to help
But you just push me away
So why, why
Can’t I stay
You’re beautiful
I love you
I’m an idiot
You hate me
Every good thing I say seems to piss you off
Because that’s how you’ve always been
And it’ll be a hard thing to stop
I’m trying
I really, really am
You just look the other way like you couldn’t give a damn
As much as you hate yourself
You’re starting to make me hate myself more
Every time we come face to face
You slam and lock the door
Why won’t you let me in
Why can’t you accept my appreciation of you
I’m trying so fucking hard
And that’s really difficult to do
Am I just an object
To be thrown away as you’ve tossed your own self to the scum
But I love you
Even if I’m the only one
Please don’t make this worse
You hating yourself makes me hurt
I just want to make things better
Not worse
You can kill me with anything
But please not with ignorance
Because it’s torment to the extreme
And I’m losing me
You’re going to lose me
