The Struggle
Anxiety and The Fear of Life
The day is here, I fill with fear
I search for it, my love of life
My ambition, the desire I need
This craving on which I feed
Why i waver, my strength so weak
Do I wallow, self pity me
Waste this day, God gave for life
Can I face this day given me
Forgive, why am i weak,
I try so hard, I am so meak.
I want to do, deeds be done,
But I weaken, my resolve gone.
The choice is mine, for me to make
I make a choice, I must abide
Or do I waiver, caught in despair
Frozen in anguish, locked in my fear
A life to be lived, or one to waste
Have I the will, or do I fail
To cease my life, of this I swear
If I end my life, not one soul will care
(2013)
Written to and for a friend, who feels this way most every day. She wanted others to know, they are not alone in having these thoughts
