I don’t wanna end up another statistic,
Ending up face up in the river distract.
All cause I cant take a hit,
Don’t do this dramatic bullshit.
Hearts can be broken....
seems faces can too,
you face will heal fine...
this heart will always be stone cold blue.
Yet I cant let go of you.
I know you set my heart soul free, its true.
But my brain needs to step up and take control,
You will forever have this twins soul.
So what do i do?
How can you leave me not knowing how if it was even true.
What did i do?
To cause such a horrific change in you.
When our eyes first meet I got butterflies,
I knew love when I looked in those cool blue eyes,
and you are the one I love but also the one I fear.
I know I can never have you near!
Cause just one look at your face and my heart will restart beating,
If I see you with another I cant help feel they where worth your demons defeating.
I thought I was your one, Your women.
I thought we’d have three kids, yet we have none.
And know your gone,
How could I be so wrong.
To still feel so pulled in,
magnetic attraction to the worse thing.
The person who loved me so much he filled me up fully,
only to cut me down so roughly.
I feel so down right and destroyed.
No love left here no joy.
I counted up the painkillers to kill me but found the number was crazy and would take too long!
Is it mental this is my fucked up version of a love song?
You used to make me sing out songs like a Disney princess,
Know I sound like a broken women at best.
How could this go so wrong?
What have you done....
I’ve waited so long,
still left waiting for this world to be gone.